am i lucky too?

srsly i just spent my one hour and half scrolling and reading and a lit bit of yelling to kak meer's blogspot i was amazed how blessful her life is, being one of the scholars of petronas scholarship, taking that a level programme and will prsue her studies in UK in two years time omg she is so lucky.

yet, im seeking for another closed seniors of mine soon will be studied abroad or now currntly studying in another countries like kak naddy(china) and kak hana(jordan) are doing now. how lucky they are. so inspiring.

im just wondering how on earth did those brilliant ppl managed to go through that friggin interviews? what did they have on minds?? honestly i hate to be interviewed, i cant cntrol my addrenaline from flowing randomly through my veins, im shaking hard out and im willing to let my mouth shuttered then. yeah my jobs interview went that way -.- screw it.

i used to read this Nurlisa Kamal's blogspot she is another one scholars of MARA. she took IB programme at her time and supposed to study in India but unfortunately she didnt pass the points underlined by mara.so she styed in malaysia and cntinued her studies in medicine in a local private college i guess. yeah she was doing just fine, she accepted the fate very well. she even love her life too much she didnt need to worry bout the obstacles she has to face if she studied overseas. she is so appreciative n grateful. yet she wrote, dekat mana mana ada rezeki oversea atau malaysia jika tuhan izinkan awak tetap akan jadi doctor. god bless u Dr Nurlisa.

so lets hope for my best. for my God and my family's sake i'll go through what ever it is in sha Allah

 "Canada as well as US u tetap guna dollars so whts the point u hate the jews so much then?"

statement answered.